HAPPY

 

I'm 18!!! Hehehehe
Feels good to be legal, now able to catch a handful more movies at the theaters, and also, hold a glass in my hands without feeling a pinch of guilt or uneasiness.
More importantly, I really had such a such a such a good day yesterday and all the people I love made me such a happy girl. Mommy really prepared so much to make this day special for me..It's probably the 18th time she had to crack her brains for my birthday celebration. Thank you mommy I love you so much. Faith slept over and I had my final paper the next morning..so we I studied till 2am (she fell asleep haha) Anyway, first I hit sixteen and now I'm eighteen. Time keeps flying by, need to make every moment count.

Still so many cities to get lost in

Swollen face 24/7 :'(

 

Sun Ray Cafe
Matcha Latte // Orange Zesty Cheesecake

Relished

 Spent the night around Serangoon gardens. Was going to have Chomp chomp but change of plans so we ended up at Relish by Wild Rockets after a sugarcane drink, which was really good and above average. Starting to feel like cafes are becoming the only interesting parts of singapore already..Just the aroma of coffee beans at The Coffee Daily was enough for me but the Baileys Latte made it better. Meet up again real soon y'all!!

Lattes and Brunches

The heart was not passable but everything else were.

Selfish Gene Cafe

 A place where you could pay as much as you wanted for the muffins. (Latte was expensive though)

 That was how our study dates went..More productive then you and I would think it to be. Amidst having to mug for sems, I was lucky to have Faith bring me around to have good food and good coffee. Another session this wednesday! A cafe located somewhere in Serangoon and I'm super looking forward. Yesterday was one paper down and three more to go..I feel like I can do this because I'm not alone:)

Happy Birthday ℛeena!

I find our cringing feet funneh^^

Birthday surprise for Reens was quite a preparation but thankfully a success!!:)
AND! It was SO nice seeing Tammy after TOO long!!
We better keep in touch^_~

Love, me.

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.

Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,

"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,

Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.

Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.

But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead

Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,

In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.

I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;

But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.

I'll meet you when my chores are through;

I don't know how long I'll be.

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.

And between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you. Love, me.

Between now and then, till I see you again,

I'll be loving you. Love, me.

"A lot of writers will say, 'Oh, I wrote this song in 10 minutes.' Well, I might respectfully disagree with that. I've never met someone who wrote a song in 10 minutes. And what I mean is that our brains, for years, are working with songs, listening to songs, feeling the ways that things go together, and what we've thought, the way we've loved, everything is a part of the song we're writing right now. I like to say the past is always a part of the present."

I cry every single time I listen to this song.

Positive Vibes?

I realized I haven't mentioned any unhappy happenings here but its not like none of that happened. Still..I think it was a good thing that I wasn't keeping record of things that upset me. Was. Because that shall not stand for this post. Where should I start? Maybe the part where I don't understand why people say things to hurt another? Why do people let hurtful words come from them. Why do people criticize. Why would you want to make someone unhappy and spoil their day for them. I just felt so wronged when I was ranting to mom I even let tears fall. All those things you said and jokes that you carried a little too far, I tried my best to laugh it off. I really did. But why don't they ever stop. I was annoyed and then I became angry. But now I'm just speechless. Because you never felt you were in the wrong. Isn't that just the worst case scenario? I don't know..Its not even the first time this happened and you just brought it to a whole new level today. It may well be tomorrow that we start talking like nothing happened but I'm just so sure this will happen again. And I'm tired of having to laugh things off and pretend I wasn't pissed. If I did and said those things to you you are most likely to be crying already missy. When I ever had friendship problems, I only remember talking it out before reconciling. But with you, its just pretense. Pretend that it didn't happen. Let time pass and forget that it happened. Nothing was ever talked out so far. I know, that we only met for less than a year but there are just so many days where you decide to diss or annoy me more than ever. I remember how you rolled your eyes when all I was trying to do was lift the mood, be funny, make y'all laugh. Obviously, that went unappreciated. I'm not saying that I don't have mood swings nor am I a samaritan. I PMS way too often than I'd like. But. I dare say that I have never intentionally said something to ruin your day did I? I never understood why "Positive Vibes" was on every other tumblr post but now I do. It was today that this phrase suddenly came to mind and hit me. Now, ot only do I think it's important to give off only positive vibes. Its pretty damn important to receive only the positive ones. Because if not, you will live in misery. Anyway..'Be Brave' was playing at this point. How appropriate. But if I were to say what I wanted to say, it would be end of friendship haha..I'm quite sure you are not the type to accept your mistakes seeing how you acted today..as if I was in the wrong. Ugh..I need to let it go. Because it's not like you are a terrible friend. We obviously hit it off and thats why became friends right?? Maybe I just need to place all the negative vibes in the toilet bowl and flush them away.
More than anything, I feel so blessed for the people who lent me their listening ears, understood what I was saying and comforted me. Love you all with all my heart.

This week is pretty hectic with tests/ presentations and an interview regarding the group event planning report which is tomorrow. I am so nervous ugh. I am super looking forward to Friday. BROTHER WILL BE BACK FROM THE JUNGLES FOR CNY:))) I've really missed him. Even the part where he relies on me to get his things done. Like sync-ing his iPod for him..Setting up his new laptop before he left for Brunei and teaching him to use his iPhone 5S. His first smartphone ever HAHA..And so proud of him for having been through OCS and now a……...omg I don't know his current rank. Need to ask him on Friday hehehe..Can't wait can't wait! May this rest of the week pass with more happy notes. Bye:)

With the Braces gals of the clique during Lab today:))