Positive Vibes?

I realized I haven't mentioned any unhappy happenings here but its not like none of that happened. Still..I think it was a good thing that I wasn't keeping record of things that upset me. Was. Because that shall not stand for this post. Where should I start? Maybe the part where I don't understand why people say things to hurt another? Why do people let hurtful words come from them. Why do people criticize. Why would you want to make someone unhappy and spoil their day for them. I just felt so wronged when I was ranting to mom I even let tears fall. All those things you said and jokes that you carried a little too far, I tried my best to laugh it off. I really did. But why don't they ever stop. I was annoyed and then I became angry. But now I'm just speechless. Because you never felt you were in the wrong. Isn't that just the worst case scenario? I don't know..Its not even the first time this happened and you just brought it to a whole new level today. It may well be tomorrow that we start talking like nothing happened but I'm just so sure this will happen again. And I'm tired of having to laugh things off and pretend I wasn't pissed. If I did and said those things to you you are most likely to be crying already missy. When I ever had friendship problems, I only remember talking it out before reconciling. But with you, its just pretense. Pretend that it didn't happen. Let time pass and forget that it happened. Nothing was ever talked out so far. I know, that we only met for less than a year but there are just so many days where you decide to diss or annoy me more than ever. I remember how you rolled your eyes when all I was trying to do was lift the mood, be funny, make y'all laugh. Obviously, that went unappreciated. I'm not saying that I don't have mood swings nor am I a samaritan. I PMS way too often than I'd like. But. I dare say that I have never intentionally said something to ruin your day did I? I never understood why "Positive Vibes" was on every other tumblr post but now I do. It was today that this phrase suddenly came to mind and hit me. Now, ot only do I think it's important to give off only positive vibes. Its pretty damn important to receive only the positive ones. Because if not, you will live in misery. Anyway..'Be Brave' was playing at this point. How appropriate. But if I were to say what I wanted to say, it would be end of friendship haha..I'm quite sure you are not the type to accept your mistakes seeing how you acted today..as if I was in the wrong. Ugh..I need to let it go. Because it's not like you are a terrible friend. We obviously hit it off and thats why became friends right?? Maybe I just need to place all the negative vibes in the toilet bowl and flush them away.
More than anything, I feel so blessed for the people who lent me their listening ears, understood what I was saying and comforted me. Love you all with all my heart.

This week is pretty hectic with tests/ presentations and an interview regarding the group event planning report which is tomorrow. I am so nervous ugh. I am super looking forward to Friday. BROTHER WILL BE BACK FROM THE JUNGLES FOR CNY:))) I've really missed him. Even the part where he relies on me to get his things done. Like sync-ing his iPod for him..Setting up his new laptop before he left for Brunei and teaching him to use his iPhone 5S. His first smartphone ever HAHA..And so proud of him for having been through OCS and now a……...omg I don't know his current rank. Need to ask him on Friday hehehe..Can't wait can't wait! May this rest of the week pass with more happy notes. Bye:)

With the Braces gals of the clique during Lab today:))