Bratwursts// Tomatoes// Potato Salad// Mushroom Risotto
Hello!
Prepared dinner with mom yesterday for the guests Pei Wen and Tiande hehe they're mom's cousins.
Second time preparing the Mushroom Risotto and it was so much better than the first. I think I am now confident of cooking this dish any time.
The weekend has been...as good as it looked in the previous post but unfortunately stressful at the same time. I always have this inner contemplation (almost war) between "I can handle stress well" and "I cannot handle stress at all". There are times where I could plan my agenda well and get by everything steadily. But on some days, I just cram all the things to be done in my mind and breakdown and cry because it feels like there's too much to be done. The fear of not being able to complete stuff. Like to this day I am unsure of my ability to cope with stress. And all these stress I put unto myself. My mom doesn't give me stress. My family doesn't give me stress. They're the "Just do your best!!!" kind of people.
On Friday at the hotel, I spent almost the entire day completing one assignment (did I mention?), that I couldn't revise for a test on Monday. On Saturday, I made the wrong decision of going out when I really should have stayed home to study. So nearing the end of the day I just felt like I did a really wrong thing and felt really terrible. On Sunday, I woke up really early to revise but it was Mother's Day and Aunt's Birthday too so there was celebratory lunch and dinner. And the night before I was preparing cards for mom and aunt past midnight before I revised a little then went to bed. So throughout this weekend I think I broke down and cried enough times for this muscle under my left eye to be aching yesterday and today. No wonder they said frowning required more muscles than smiling. I'm sure crying requires so much more. Then came Monday and the test was just a fill in the blanks simple shit that wasn't worth any stress at all. But then again, good that I didn't know and went and studied the topic thoroughly.
Today's like a really much much needed holiday for me to catch up on revising some work. SO I won't constantly feel like I'm falling behind. A lecture quiz this Friday covering a big chunk so I'm off to load more stress onto myself. Just hopefully I can cope with it this time.
By the way, HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY to every single mommy! It's amazing the sacrifices they make for us. I want to say that they're the most selfless beings out there. (At least to their own children)
Okay byeeee:)
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