19.

 TWO cakes made me so happy- one baked by fei and the other one my fave:'-)

Sorry for the legs but Rosyyyy<333

Dinner with fam 

 The next day with the two sweet girls that I'm so glad I have met in poly. They only managed to sit me down at TCC and surprise me with a bday dessert because I'm really SLOW and gullible and didn't suspect a thing hahaha

 Terranium from mommy:-))) and the left dog's suppose to be bobby haha

One year closer to the big 2! I used to plan things I wanna have on past birthdays but as you grow older, all you want is your loved ones by your side. And that's just what I got this year (but more). 

The main girls surprised me at midnight and luckily my brother came home right then to open up for them. I was already sleeping HAHA then we had some drinks and htht. 

These girls are truly the sisters I wished for and I'm so thankful that God brought us together

Even though I just got done with New year resolutions for 2015 (which I only rmb a couple, sigh time to review them), I think its time again to think about what I'm doing with life, now that it's the last of my teenage years. Life being as unpredictable as it is, I'm not going to draw up concrete plans for myself. (No. I don't plan to fail by failing to plan.) I'm going to lead my life happy and fulfilling, see and experience places out of where I was born. Besides living for myself. I want to live for my family, and the people I love. I want to live everyday giving love to them because I can't think of anything more to life than this. I really wanna be a kinder and more selfless person because put here on Earth, we don't live forever. The most important and meaningful thing to do is to make my time here count. 

Taking up Korean and driving classes (and I'd like to include blood donation) have been three big strides that I've taken in the recent months. Considering how lazy I am and how afraid I am of needles! 

I'm not stopping here. 18 has been a harsh year when I think back. 2015 hasn't started easy either. Even the day I turned 19 didn't pass by smoothly. But all these carry life lessons that made and will make me reflect upon myself. And at the end of each day, they make me a stronger person (as said by Reens:-)).

Thankful.

Bye:-)