GONNA SLEEP EARLY

 Salmon tutorial: Dunk your salmon in concentrated wasabi soya and reach for more wasabi. 

 Refuel Cafe: Bacon BBQ Melts // Waffle Berries

The melting cheese/ crispy toasted bread (and bacon)/ bbq sauce in the sandwich were all on point. But the waffles would be better off with a more crispy surface. 

Caught avengers with Ji Eun and her family last saturday! Really missed hanging out with my one and only korean:'-) Thanks for introducing me to that white sashimi I LOVED IT. I don't think I can eat sashimi without ordering that ever. We need to meet up again soon!! 시험화이팅! 빨리보고싶어 친구야~

Today was snacking day for ame and I hahaah we were hungry non stop. After Refuel, we went back to school and to Cheers, couldn't decide on a snack and drink. If someone filmed our entire time in Cheers it would be hilarious I swear. Taking stuff>ask each other a load of questions>put everything back. Indecisiveness on high today. We eventually got stuff at ITAS and then another one hour break later meant more snacks. And I am going to sleep early tonight because I keep falling asleep in lecture I feel like I didn't learn anything today:-(

On another note: It's difficult to make feelings known but you're so nearby everyday it's almost frustrating.

Snapchat taking over me

YO
Fml I got snap chat by a naughty friend when I fell asleep in lecture HAHA legit when I say the first week of school just passed by with me falling asleep whenever.
Anyway the sweetest girl in my life went to my school to surprise me without knowing I didn't have school that day:-( But she still came over with my fave sushi and we went to the gym together! Before we devoured all that food. Love you to bits fei:'-)
AND AND AND I passed driving!! Cannot wait for my license to come in the mail! Not that I have a car to drive but I'm soooooo happy with my one time pass HEHE The stress was reaaaal. My hands were numb when I got out of the car. So glad I met the cutest instructor Mr Oh..gonna miss him man.
Meeting my Korean tmr for Avengers! I'm never too keen on super heroes but munch popcorn away at the theatre yes anytime baby. Fak it I'm going to the gym in the morning HAHAHA abit high because weekend appreciation only when there's school.
Okay I'm happy BYEEEE
:-)

^_*

 iPhone 6 giving me the iPhone 3 quality srsly

 The Fabulous Baker Boy

Iced Long Black // Carrot cake // Iced Latte (that reens spilled 3/4 of)

This week was so good just spending quality time with people I was blessed with. The last week before school faking starts with some shitty timetable:'-( The entire holidays have been fulfilling and it really allowed me to recharge for the new sem. 

Today would be gym> meet mom for lunch> Shop by myself(not complaining)> driving. 

Leggo!:-)

A day with mommy queen

 Golden Mantou Sliders

 Toasted rice cakes

 This needs to open in the east even though its so worth traveling to Holland if I have to:'-)))

So happy with my blue buys. Paulo Coelho is just inspiring.
Mommy's day off- Coordinated our outfits a little and went on a food/ exploration adventure by foot and bus. Except when we took a taxi home at the end of the day haha.
Paddy Hills >Project Acai>Tonkotsu Kanzan Ramen (Liang Court)
Such a great entire day out doing things that we both love to do. Going into all those little shops that we know sell overpriced items but are too pretty to not look at // Entering every pet shop along the way spending so much time smiling at cats/ dogs/ beautiful love birds // Walking as much as we can to feel less guilty of those calories.
I don't think I'll find anyone else as similar to me as my mom (even though its should make sense).
xoxo

Fucked up thoughts

Hiiiiiii I downloaded the blogger app (that I deleted previously) just to type this. Because I'm at my aunts house without my desktop but I really wanted to pen down some thoughts (some pretty fucked up thoughts). This app is really bad for posting photos but I have no photos today so it will do. 

Just like in the past, when I have nothing on hand, I let my thoughts run wild and far. They usually go far into the unpredictable future. But this time, it went far back. And it's not always a good thing to have so much time to think about things (Especially things that have already happened). Because I realized I finally abandoned my tendencies to overthink things right up to just about a week ago. I began to think of the past and how things would have turned out if I had thought differently then, or made certain decisions with different priorities in mind. I googled useless questions and asked myself even more useless questions: Would things be better? Would I be happier? Would I have been a better person? Did I do wrong? I looked at past conversations and pictures that I definitely deleted but you can never really delete what you've put out there in the media. Of course, with a character of mine, I kept trying to convince myself that I didn't regret any of my moves or decisions. And I eventually managed to conclude for myself that I didn't. 

At Secondary four's Parent Teacher Conference, my teacher asked me what I thought about my results. Looking at my vastly varying grades from A for languages to F for math, I replied that I was pretty happy with them. She laughed and told my mom I was a really "happy-go-lucky" girl. Indeed I am. To this day. I tend to not brood over bad grades or failed tests (or things that did not work out in Life). I think I have the phrase "Don't cry over spilled milk" strongly etched in me ever since the day I learnt of it. I don't remember how old I was but I definitely remember telling my mom how much sense the phrase made to me. Anyways, I'm just feeling a bit clueless right now. My mind is like fogged up glass with a whirlwind of thoughts. I think I would scream out loud if I was alone. I should have known better than to refer to my (even though trusted) daily horoscope for advice at this time. It's making me go a certain direction that I'm unsure of. I'm being so vague that I wonder if I'll know what I'm referring to when I look back at this post one day. 

But it's been so long since I had a words only post and it feels so good to let it all out. Even though only I will know what I'm talking about haha.. Sorry peeps. PEEPS HAHA KIM. Who says this. 

Okay schools starting next week and I was super disappointed in my results from the last semester. Not so much disappointed in myself because don't cry over spilled milk remember?? But really.. I had 3 As/ a B and a C+ but the two lower grades had to be for two modules that were of higher weightage. Fuck. Anyway, it definitely serves as more motivation for the final sem before internship. Let's go lazy ass. Be less lazy this sem. Please? And channel my fucked up thoughts into constructive thoughts maybe.

Hols don't end please

 YAY two new piercings. The urge to get them was real so I went alone HAHA

 Tiong Bahry Bakery

Definitely a place that requires a push both food/ service wise.

The ham and cheese bread was only good after I asked for a reheat (Stale cheese and bread prior). I first asked a girl walking past but she simply told me to go to the counter. FAK U. YOU should have considered it a complaint and brought it to the counter for me no matter how self-service oriented the place was. Anyway, I let it go and the most pleasant aunty at the counter brightened my entire dining experience. WHAT would the place be without her. And trying to eat that croissant while making sure it stays on that tiny plate made me really mad as well. Until I asked for a bigger plate. So ya..it was my first time at this outlet but it will definitely be my last. 

Bumped into intern girl at the hawker (act cool never wear her lanyard) HAHA laughing at you:-)))

 Ice cream after like FRIES/ CALAMARI/ RAMYUN/ DDEOKBOKKI

Pong 

Coconut & mango Ice Cream 

BEST I've tasted on this island. Both flavors are SO rich and natural-Not a tiny bit syrupy. 

Genting '15

 ALL about overeating on the way up hahahaha

(No eating in the coach listens no one ever)

 My bro forever don't want to smile properly CRIES

This is what you get for not cooperating HE HE HE

 My queen<3

BR in Malaysia so cheap:'-)