Have Faith

Two Men Bagel House

Cake Spade

My title is legit because I legit saw Faith 5 times this week.
Annoying bij who says "ye hai hao" to everything I say.
The week hasn't even ended but I'm just going to conclude it now..Last weekend was the most weekend-unfeeling-weekend ever and today feels like Friday because it's been such a long "week".

I'm so mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted. School/ overseas internship/ school-unrelated stuff got me crying/ brooding/ imagining things and basically over thinking and driving myself to a core. I just want to curl up and not know about anything that's happening around me. Hibernate if it sounds more feasible but not really. When I have this much to say, the thoughts running in my mind must be a thousand times more. I hate when time is not on my side, when I have to choose studying over doing a workout/ mugging over reading a book/ staying home over visiting grandpa. I am unhappy when I'm this restricted.

I also hate when I behave like a teen (it does not feel like I'm one year from leaving teen hood). I want to know someone I don't even know. And talk to him when I don't know what's in it for me. The amount of time I spent having a debate with myself is beyond sense. And it hasn't got me anywhere from where I originally was. I still don't have faith in myself.

I've had my instagram dp for the longest time but I only truly related yesterday.

An unsustainable bulb / placed where it is so idealistically / barely feeding light to anything or anyone / it's attempting but flickering